Pondering,wondering

Suddenly, I thought, actually today I've returned to the place that made me sighed.
I still remember that Downtown east was the place that made me so disappointed. :/
I still remembered that you walked away, telling me to go home and you were plainly enjoying and consoling that person.
I still remember that day that I cried so hard and you dint even bother/notice bout me. 
I will never forget that day,
I think that is why you couldn't give me any assurance/security no matter how hard you've tried.
& Because I would never know if it could happen again & I seriously dk.
But it was the day I've decided to be honest.