How long more must I wait.

Feeling meh.
He's going to be at Jln Bahar Camp, stay-in.
Just wished its different... perhaps Nee Soon or what..
Sigh, shall take what ever that comes then.

Our Secret Rendevous

I can't wait to get away from here.
Batam here I come! Kekeke!

Lowest point of our lives.

A promise to you and to me.

It'll just be us against the world and not you alone.

I love you too much to lose you and I'm ready to give up just anything and everything to assure you.

Baby, just remember that you're everything to me and you mean the world to me.

While you're inside camp, I'll try my very best to be strong for you.

I can't change what I am but I can learn and adapt.

 

 

The past few days for the past week gave me alot of fear and anxiety.

This fear and anxiety made me really lost and lonely.

I've seen too many drama and I couldn't accept these changes.

I've lost friends in the midst of this battle and I cannot lose anymore.

Who is there for me when you're not around.

There's too many things for me NOT to ignore and I don't know how.

I need to learn. I need to stop letting people affect me. I need to learn to be selfish.

I need to. I have to.

But I hate to.