Damned

Shit. overslept.
dint go over to yew tee
dint see doctor.
dint went out with lesden. :(
aiyoh.
being sick is so sucky
Headaches, running nose, fever & what so ever.
so sian stucked at homey..
I WANT TO GO OUT..
uhh..
SUPER BORING :(

Sick :/

Omg.. now i sick le.
finally my turn. :/ haha
now having a lil temperature.
UHHHH..
tmr gonna see doctor le..
lucky tmr no school :D haha

225th

Mervyn seriously de-stressed me. HAHA
when he looked at Isaac Isabella Lim, he started laughing.
& his laughter is super cute. HAHA
then whole class say he attracted to isaac.
LOL so sweet~~ :X :X haha
stress will also become not stressful lor.
& science so sucky.
So chim.
daryl & lesden tell me it's direction, reaction & action.. :/
I also blur lor.
so chim.. I HATE PHYSICS :X
haha
Ltr go home gonna rest whole day.
Peeps dont disturb me.
LOL
ltr on gonna meet lesden again.
DE-STRESSSSSS!!! :D:D

224th

SHIT MY BILL IS.....$186.04 0.O
3725 smses :/ omg I want to throw my phone away le .
DONT SMS LE .
PLEASE MSN ME PEOPLE.
important things.. then sms me.
tytytyty for your.... COOPERATION


& I just came home after causewaypoint.
haha with my best best best friends.
a very very "cute" & "innocent" guy & a very chio girl.
HAHA
Everyday with them is *SMILES*
emo = happy sia..
sure wont moody de :D:D
I'm loving it~~

223th

Yea blogging again :D
I'm so gonna join 5IGs
Joined : Hotel fuze, Jive, Netball & Volley ball
Soon: Modern Dance
:D:D
haha so fun lor.
but will gonna go for modern dance everytime..
the sports... o.O
see how la. HAHA
if lesden is going for volleyball.. I'll definitely go laa haha

& now having serious hangovers.
Tired, feels like vomitting, hangovers.
Shit.
Really dont feel like coming school luh.. o.o

hais. but for my class, my friends..
I WILL TOLERATE :D HAHA

222th

Fuck. Pissed off.
Shitty mummy.
& I threw my phone. shit me. :/
Tmr i don't want to come home. :(
Might just wander around...
SUPER SHITTY.
forget it.
tired le. super tired le.
tmr if you all see me emo-ing .. DONT BOTHER.
thanks.


anw.
my class got new couple.
haha so sweet lor.
they both keep kicking each other & msn-ing each other even though sit beside nia.
SO SWEET!!!
hahaha :D:D

hais.
anw. I go rush my RJ le.

221th

omg i wanna sleep now.
can someone make me awake.. :( MAKE ME LAUGH like crazy can...
&& I'm blogging in class now :D:D
&& I want to eat chocolate waffles :/
ltr gonna buy them :D:D
My chocolate business today not very good.. still have alot left :( ..
&& haze is so great.. blurry weather now.. sian 1/2

220th

OMG I'm so stupid.
After one big fat lecture my someone. Hmm.. Ytd I shouldn't cry at all lor.
cos.. haha. I'm just so stupid. Anw. I dont even like him liao..
STUPID ARLENE
hahaha
I just wake-d/woke-d up.. *whatever it is*
Now in my Pjays blogging.. :D ;D
Ltr on going out with parents..
gonna buy thingys. but I dont know what thingy.
LOL
I'm seriously bored now..
BORED.
I go find food in the kitch-y now.
TTYL
:x

219th

Great. just went over to yew tee..
saw him.
Smiled at him. He also dont recognise me..
Avoiding?
Shit him.
Super sad lor.
Eyes red red go yew tee. :(
Sian la.
super no mood.



*pass me a bottle of vodka & dance along with th groove :D *

218th

Ok ... so many days i never really blog.
HAHA.
I made new great friends.
One of them is definitely lesden .
Shit him. make me laugh till i cried everyday. HAHA
* i know he'll definitely say he's not digestible *
& My kaboomers :D
they brighten up my days in RP~
& E35G.
We started getting closer each day.
I enjoyed that feeling
We stayed back after class. Joke about many thingys.
E35G definitely have many chio bu :D
&...it's ALL OF US!! haha
All E35G students are... hunks & babes~ YEA~
Hope this friendship of ours lasts.. :D :D

217th

hmm. LOL
my phone have serious problems.
I wanted to sms.... keep asking me to retry.
I keep retrying... still cant send sms.
SOMEMORE I SMSING YUETING HALFWAY.
sian 1/2
stupid stupid phone

215th

Seriously suffocating & seriously tired now
Just give me some space to be alone.
I'm tired of having the same kind of space everytime.
Seriously sick & tired of it lor.








Pissed

214th

I'm now in class.
Gosh I'm super nervous. O.O
anw.
saw my friend post up something
"I never said "Take Care" cos I'm always here to care of you"
Total sweetness lor.
but too bad I'm super used to say TC
:X haha
But people~~ I said TC & I ALWAYS WILL. LOL

can I pon school? :X

213th

Great.. I'm bored :/
LOL

211th

Great first day of poly really stress lor..
Aiyer dont want go school liao. HAHA
& I sprained my last toe.
Shhhhss never tell anyone :X
Bluff bluff walk okok .. haha come home super pain.
the acc mummy go clinic.
hais then reach home le lor.
want go eat dinner with somepeople also cant LOL
tmr meeting lesden at mrt!
ahhhhh need to sleep early & wakie early again.

TIRED LOL

210th

great great. I just came home from.. AMK.
erm.
I'm perfectly irritated by somethings.
THE RED CAMERA LOOKS SO BEAUTIFUL.
I WANT IT :X
But.. nvm.
My handphone good enough :D :D

and...
pissed by.. alot of stuffs too.
Give me a bottle of vodka peeps.
just let me sleep thru th night.
Tmr's another day! :D
Blasting th music & let it rock my life~
Lets dance! :/
haha I know I'm perfectly insane right now.

207th

Fahrenheit - MoMo

這是一個沒有答案的問題
Zhe shi yi ge mei you da an de wen ti
This is a problem without an answer
我感覺我變了 誰讓我變了
Wo gan jue wo bian le shei rang wo bian le
I feel that I’ve changed, who changed me
原本這是一個沒有答案的問題
Yuan ben zhe shi yi ge mei you da an de wen ti
So this is a problem without an answer
卻被你解開了 簡單的解開了
Que bei ni jie kai le jian dan de jie kai le
But you unraveled me, simply unravel

你走過來 帶著和別人不同的對白
Ni zou guo lai dai zhe he bie ren bu tong de dui bai
You came over bringing other people’s various dialogue
你甚至不讓我知道你對我有多好
Ni shen zhi bu rang wo zhi dao ni dui wo you duo hao
You even didn’t let me know how good you are to me

慢慢的 這份愛 悄悄地住下來
Man man de zhe fen ai qiao qiao de zhu xia lai
Slowly, this love silently lives on
深深的 在心裏 沒人看的出來
Shen shen de zai xin li mei ren kan de chu lai
Deeply, in your heart no one can see
安靜的 但卻一直都在
An jing de dan que yi zhi dou zai
Silently, but continuously
是你默默的愛
Shi ni mo mo de ai
It’s your silent love

慢慢的 這份愛 已經變成依賴
Man man de zhe fen ai yi jing bian cheng yi lai
Slowly, this love already became depended on
淺淺的笑容裏 卻讓我充滿期待
Qian qian de xiao rong li que rang wo chong man qi dai
A superficial smile making me full of expectations
不用說我就能夠明白
Bu yong shuo wo jiu neng gou ming bai
You don’t need to speak, I’ll understand enough
你默默地愛
Ni mo mo de ai
Your silent love

未來的每一天 不管發生什麽
Wei lai de mei yi tian bu guan fa sheng shen me
No matter what will happen in future days
能不能交給我呢
Neng bu neng jiao gei wo ne
Can you give them to me?
我要永遠陪著你 守護著你直到最後
Wo yao yong yuan pei zhe ni shou hu ni zhi dao zui hou
I want to accompany you forever, watching you till the end

Craig David - Insomnia *Grabbed from ting*

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ne-yo : Miss independent *Grabbed from ting*

Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah

[Verse 1]
Ooh there's somethin about just somethin about the way she's move
And I can't figure it out
it's something about her.
Said ooh it's somethin about kinda woman that want you but don't need you
And I can't figure it out
it's somethin about her
Cuz she walk like a boss talk like a boss
Manicured nailed to set the pedicure off
She's fly effortlessly
Cuz she move like a boss do what a boss
Do she got me thinkin about gettin involved
That's the kinda girl I need

[Chorus]
She got her own thing
that's why I love her
Miss Independent
Won't you come and spend a little time
She got her own things that's why I love her
Miss Independent
ooh the way you shine
Miss Independent
yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah

[Verse 2]
Ooh there's somethin about
kinda woman that can do for herself
I look at her and it makes me proud
It's somethin about her
Somethin oh so sexy about
kinda woman that don't even need my help
She said she got it she got it
No doubt, it's somethin about her
Cuz she work like a boss play like a boss
Car and a crib she bouta pay em both off
And the bills are paid on time yeah
She made for a boss only a boss
Anything less she tellin them to get lost
That's the girl that's on my mind

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Her favorite thing to say Don't worry I got it
And everything she got best believe she bought it
She gon steal ma heart aint no doubt about it
girl ur everything I need, said ur everything I need
yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah

[Chorus]

Miss Independent
That's why I love her

206th

Yea. I just came home frm yew tee.
Uh. BORING.
LOL
& I brought my lappie everywhere! HAHA
cant leave my facebook running alone. :X
& it's super heavy.

and and.
uh. NOTHING.
tonight I'm going out again.... but I dont wanna.
anyway.
tmr school is starting.
Shit. I dont wish school to start.
I want orientation to be on forever. cos it'll be like games & laughters & everything.
School is like stress, sadness & everything elses.
Uh. Can I stop th day on friday? :X
HAHA.
I know it's not really possible.
yea . I'm pretty pretty pretty emo-ing now. HAHA

Tired

Omg. so tired I still must go my dasao house ltr.
Aiyoh can I crawl there :/
LOL


CIAO

204th

Great!. Th details. if i could still remember...
1st day ::
For once when I reached there I thought I'm gonna split groups with my group.
But YES we dint.
Super happy.
Cos it really removes all th hassle of re-bonding again.
anw.
we got prepared for principal cup.
we learnt a new cheer. "Fly-kite" cheer. haha
Nice cheer! LOL
Shouted till like nobody business.
then went off for principal cup.
The atmosphere there was great lor!
Everyone was like cheering for their school.
Really brightened up everyone's mood.
*Made me anticipate more for principal cup to start*
& yea. headed for... some wet captain's ball.
I'm telling you. I WILL NOT PLAY THAT .
The guys were like hands all over us when the ball was with us.
It also happened to all th girls in my group lor.
Shouted at them :X haha then they asked their group's girls to come snatch from us.
Stupid irritating. LOL
but then.. it's still a game. & we WON! :D:D
then we lasted our day with principal cup halfway done.

2nd day::
Met the rest at mrt.
Ting sprained her leg. LOL
all of us no choice sat the taxi.
*OOPS LESDEN! I forgot to pay you :X HAHA*
then started th day with finishing principal cup & we headed on for tug-of-war.
We lost but so what? HAHA
In our hearts SOH IS TH BEST!
then headed back to home base & prepared our republic echo.
*Republic Republic we're strong & proud ..... *
LOL & we started our photo blog.
Then went & slack at W3. then headed to.... cwp & they ate
& ciao went home. ALONE.
one stupid uncle come step on my leg. break my toe nail.
*SOBS*

Day 3 ::
Met everyone at 8..
LOL headed to school..
it's like so many people lor. so scary.
Monday gonna be super bad cos it's with year threes too. alot alot alot of people.
then sat at class & stone.
Class like no people lor.
So quiet. not used to it.
Wasted lesden not same class with me.
if not he'll keep th class hyper lor. :(
then we did th matching game which is a total waste of time.
LOL
then headed back to home base.
Prepared for domino ripple.
haha Super fun & tiring.
& yes.. we won for domino ripple.
but we lost for principal cup.
But no matter what.. SOH IS TH BEST!!
2nd runner up is better than nothing. LOL
& then we had Jam & Hop.
COOL MAN!
I danced till dunno like what like that..
LOL then some irritating ogls behind me keep showing me their handphone o.o
LOL I just ignore & DANCE!!
then some irritating ogls keep touching here & there ..
I PUSH BACK LA.
LOL
so irritating.
but I enjoyed myself. Only no wine bar niah.. but still..
HAHA I LOVE DANCING! :D:D
then met yew wen & yueting & syiq & ciao home!
Super duper tired.

& pictures.... in facebook! :D:D

203th

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAK CHIN HWEE!
Finally..older one year le!
Be more matured ok?! HAHA
May all your wishes come true!

202th

Yea. Went fr orientation today..
Will blog in details on friday with pictures :D
I'm too tired fr blogging now. *YAWNS*
&my leo is crushing on me right now. stupid leo.
everything with leo doesnt go well with me :/
like.. mr leo.. stupid teacher. some leo thingy.
uh. Doesn't matter. HAHA

Anw.
Final note.
I love RP
I love my 3 OH SO PRETTY OGLS
I love my group mates.
I love my friends.
HAHAHAH
I'm so random. :/
Tmr gonna bring my lappie.
Hope everything goes wellllll~
Urm & yes. I'm so gonna change my blog skin.
Kinda bored now yea.

*A SMILE a day keeps the sorrows away

201th

Ok great. hmm tmr is orientation. Again.
I'm super tired now laa.
Choosing which shirt is ok for me.. keep considering does my arms look big? my tummy too big?
Uh.. super hard.
It's a super bad thing to be on a fleshy side.
Curse those fats away. :/ LOL
& I'm so gonna watch sniper :D:D
Cos. My dear inside :D HAHAHAHAHHAHA
it's so gonna be edison chen :D
So happy hahahah!
but I dunno when watching....
I'm bad at this. :X HAHA
but it'll be at causeway :X hahaha
only.. when.. LOL

& Mum is being hysterical now.
Couldn't call jun now :/
Mum kinda shouting at me right now.
well should just... keep my mouth shut & act blur :/
Really no mood to go school tmr.
so tired. so pissed off so...everything la. :/
can someone make me *SMILE* ? :X
some jokes please.

& oh ya. tmr is chin hwee bday.
Happy advance boy!

uh.. tmr I wanna sit the bus home.. cos its tiring walking to mrt. :/
who wanna acc me? :X HAHA

199th

Ok all of a sudden I got reminded of this song.
Dunno why :/
Why I bold the first two sentences? ..
Slowly guess bah. LOL

By: Cao Ge, Count to five & promise me, Shu Dao Wu Da Ying Wo


第一次看着你 就为你心动
On our first meeting, you moved my heart
聪明的我 怎能让你走
If im smart, how could I let you go
第二次看见你 我竟然失控
On our second meeting, I actually lost control
是我的错 请你原谅我
Its my fault, please forgive me
第三次看见你 想要告诉你
On our third meeting, I want to tell you
我真的爱你 是真的爱你
I really love you, really love you
第四次看着你 我有些要求
On our fourth meeting, I have some requests
请你能够 安安静静的聆听
I hope you can listen to me, quietly
一.让我保护你
One. Let me protect you
二.让我照顾你
Two. Let me take care of you
三.所有的要求不能当作游戏
Three. Don’t take my request as a game
四.接受这命运
Four. Accept this fate
五.永远不分离
Five. Don’t ever leave me
说你愿意
Say ‘I do’
那最后一个一定要说你愿意
Lastly, you must please say you do
Want be your lover want be your man
我只要你开心多一点
I only want you to be happier
我只希望给你多一点
I only hope to give you more
Can you be my lover don’t wanna be your friend
给你幸福到永远
Giving you everlasting bliss
给你幸福每一天
Giving you bliss everyday
因为我
Because I
Want be your lover want be your man
说你害怕 因为受过伤
You are scared, because you’ve been hurt
不需要害怕 因为我不是他
Don’t be afraid, because I’m not him

Camp

the filming scene in RP sports complex :D





Ok I totally enjoyed my camp today.
FRESHMAN CAMP ROCKS TOTALLY :D
Let the pics do th lil talking..
Although break time were a lil long & kinda boring.. :X
haha :D
Now my leg having blisters super pain.. cant walk properly..
but ..it was worth it laa!
& Michelle chia super pretty. HAHA
LOVE HER SO MUCH.
dint know they filming tv serial in RP :D:D
haha.
&& One of my group mate is super sweet super chio! haha!
anw SUPER looking forward for wednesday :D
Apart from being happy today..

I FEEELLL SUPER GUILTY :X
haiyoh..
SORRY LAA!! :(
haha

anw.. PICTURES.. up!


CIAO

*Don't say you love her when you don't.

196th

Hmm. Ok.
Just came back from yew tee.
Super tired.
Rush there & came back o.O
Now lying at home doing.. NOTHING.
shall just rot at home :/ haha





*能不能别再不理我？我会非常痛苦的。难道这是你想要的结局吗？

194th

Gosh I couldn't sleep again.
broke my promise again.. :X
hmm Thinking bout....
many things.
trying to divert my attn to something else but couldn't
too many things happened le. LOL
Tmr still have appointment.
omg how to sleep now..
I'm just on a different track now bah.
Gosh I must not be moody again!
OMG ARLENE YOU MUST 振作起来！
加油！
发生的都是缘分。。你要好好的活下去。
不要为了一点小事而哭到这样。 真的很不值得。
你好笨哦！不要傻傻的在一边哭！要就散出你最美丽的笑容吧！
不要哭了好吗? :D


*smile*

*life changes track everytime. get used to it & you'll know :D

DeathRace

Ok. DeathRace & Fast&Furious 4 totally ruled me. :D
LOL
Go watch both shows :D it's super..duper nice.
Except the fact that deathrace is a lil gore.. yuckky hhaha








*Can she have a taste of first love again? but with a lil more sweetness?

193th

Ok.. promised to post :D
First.. today woke up typically early 10plus :D
Then headed over to northpoint to buy milk powder & some stuffs.. put my books back to library...
Headed home. Changed clothes. Met darling *she's ting*
then sat mrt to harbour front..
Ok we had CRAZY time on the mrt laughing away. Everyone's like looking at us o.o
So shy!! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA *blushes*
then reached vivo city... IMMEDIATELY went up to the "swimming pool"
hahaa
when reach there darling & i removed our slippers & waddle in the pool.
SUPER COOLING in the hot weather :D
then found a suitable place to cam-whore :/ haha
*SNAP * *SNAP* away..
then there like having some concert/competition. *i dunno*
darling & i were like dancing away. *blushes*
then saw some cheerleaders. they are like so pretty!!!!!!!!!! omg. haha
after that... slowly took mrt to orchard... went to shaw centre..
WATCHED
FAST & FURIOUS 4 :D
The actors in there is super duper handsome. omg took my heart away~
ESPECIALLY BRYAN ORKANDO *did I spell correctly?*
haha tonight sure dream of them de :D
I LOVE FAST & FURIOUS 4 :D :D :D :D :D
omg I super hua ci :X
but I LOVE HIM HAHAHAHAHHAHA



CIAO
pictures... up on facebook!!

*you'll be expecting his/her's sms every single time & as each sms comes by.. you really hope is his/hers. it's just the start of something new.. really new.

192th

Ok babes & hunks!.
I've just came home.
GREAT FUN TODAY :D
Post it later. Gonna watch my death race,死亡飞车 now!
CIAO




*skies are gloomy, please be my sunshine?

191th

Great. I woke up at 4plus :/ I know I'm a pig.
Thanks. LOL
ok...
Yesterday..
I went over to ahma house for.. bbq :D
headed there lay on the sofa & nua. :/ haha
then went & go cheers to buy ice cubes with darnell
then watched serangoon jc having some soccer match with yishun jc.
then they were having some relay matches.
the guys really run VERY fast. *to me*
then went back to ah ma house.. they were setting up th bbq pit..
stupid darnell chase me with the bunch of curry leaves. *stupid bangala* HAHA
..
then it was raining.. the boys were setting up the tent..
& bbq started!
.
.
.
Yea thats bout it.
it's kinda fun though disturbing darnell with his FATIMAH :X
& shaun with his yiling or what la.
HAHA
&..
of cos.. pictures..



*the thoughts that filled my mind, will be gone soon & shall return as they wish.

190th

I cant sleep I cant sleep I cant sleep.
I dunno why..
Uh...
My stomach kinda bloated now :/
AH.
I just.. just. keep thinking & thinking & thinking.
I dont know how long I could really keep this on.
I.. think I should.. stop putting a strong front le bah..
Gosh omg.
Dont want to make this blog moody.
but maybe. could someone just listen to me? :/
AH forget it. shall just.. try to sleep.
I'll try.


*world's changing. you too.

189th

Just returned from bbq.
Missed all my cousins like hell!
Will update more tmr afternoon with pictures :D
Need to sleep soon!

CIAO




*When he shook his head upon a question.. but his eyes met yours upon that question.. You know he's yours & your he's. It's just that natural spark that flew.

188th

Finished! I know it's ugly... but it's super nice!
The digestive biscuits!

My dasao making the cheese~& my turn to add the gelatin! :D


I just woke up. Saw something I like :D Dont wish to comment bout it!
Now making/doing cheesecake..
My cheesecake is something typical like... starbucks ones, hershey's pie but it's cheese..
Mine not jack's place ones.
The refined ones .. Not baked ones.
Geoffrey asking me this question.
"Are there such thing as typical cheesecake/special cheesecaks?"
Yes of course. Just that you dont know la!
Ok updating the pictures!


CIAO

*I'm hungry.

187th

Ok.. Irritated bout...
1. I'm writing a gao bai script for my friend
2. Why people dont want to treasure people around them.
Dont talk about the gao bai script. Really making my head giddy even more.
OOk ... I've just heard alot of stories.
I really dont understand why no one wants to treasure who is there with them.
You'll never know him/her might just leave the world the next min lor. *touchwood*
Hais. Dont want to sound so depressing again..Later i become emo le. LOL
Ai ya people. Just treasure what you have. If you lost it. It'll never return. Dont regret if that time comes.
If one day you'll come to know a very wonderful person.. please treasure them.
They'll be your guardian angel.
It's fate to know a stranger.
From a no one to a someone. It's a really nice feeling though
it's like for all the years you dont even know this person exists.
& through something fate brought both of you together as friends.
If things work through.. friends will become couple.
This is how great fate is. & I believe in fate...


*treasure your life, treasure everything you have. treasure everything that comes in your way as you'll never know what fate brings you to.

188th

When you held firm of my hand
I decided to go with you
Regardless of how many setbacks we would go through
I would never back away
When all the rivers flow backward
I will still be by your side
Be with you to the end of the time

Even if one day
The sky and the land separate
I will never abandon you
I will be with you

For you, I can
Because loving you, I can only love you
Life wipes clean in the reincarnation
You are the only unforgettable memory
To have truly loved
Is the only way one could have truly lived
Love you, never letting you go from now on

The promise that did not fade
Lasts longer than forever
I have been hurt, have cried, have hated
But I never considered giving up
Don't ask me for a reason
Love is everything to me
This life or the next, you are the unchanging wait

Even if the world
Becomes your enemy
I still want to hold you tight
Not a drop of tear

For you, I can
Because loving you, I can only love you
As long as it's for you, I'm willing
To sacrifice everything, and I wouldn't regret it
To have truly loved
Is the only way one could have truly lived
Love you, nothing to ask for from now on

I.... dedicate this song to....
ADELINE & HER DEAR DEAR
CONGRATS TO ADELINE!
Finally attached to her loved one!

Last long!


*if only I'm this brave. Probably things would be different now.

186th

CONGRATS TO MR. LEONG YEW WEN
Freshly graduated from Republic Poly!






Ok.. I woke up .. hmm 2.30..
A lil late haha.
Lil giddy .. I just wanna. NUA at home.. :X
& I miss my seventeen magazine. With ting now. LOL
Wanna look at my horoscope :X HAHA
hmm now waiting fr dasao to come here.
I WANT TO EAT CHEESECAKE.
:D

*dont believe in the stars. believe in you.

185th

Hmm just returned from 24hrs clinic.
Lucky mum drop of oxygen in heart dint drop for too long.
Ok definitely at that moment mum was gasping for air I was so worried I'm like gonna lost her for the next second.
Alot of things were actually rushing through my mind.
Probably if she wasnt angry, all these things wouldn't really happen.
I really tried to control my tears just now.
without blurking being there fr me I think i could really broke down cos at least anything happens I could call him first..
Really hope everything would turn out well for her.
At the moment she's gasping fr air, she was still complaining why her life was like that. Why sis couldn't fend for herself.
If sis like really stop smoking. She would have a better life right now & wouldn't be in debts right now. Cos it's like 20 bucks per day for cigarettes. Is it even worth?
& I was thinking If I'm willing to start working.. probably I would have lessen the family's burden.
I should start working now. Probably every weekends. Depends. Need to see how is it..
I've decided to look for a job right now! Alright.. but how..
hais. stressing me up
anw Should sleep now though.
haha getting late soon & it's a promise! :D
Nights!
CIAO

*All i could say is thanks! You may think it isn't really impt but it is! HAHA as long anyone is under some prob that they dont know what to do. with a lil support, they'll be so grateful. THANKS*

Omg I sound super sensitive. LOL :/

184th

LOL ohkay..
today I woke up super early LOL
cos I very hungry :X haha.
So someone very good laa no need take th trouble to wake me up :D haha
then went to search for biscuits :X
but dont have.. so went & bathe.. & went to chong pang & makan.
hmm wanted to trim my fringe but... the shop 11am then open.
So headed to my dasao house & played with ah-ning.
11.00 le headed to hair salon & trim my fringe.
WAIT VERY LONG LOR. & inside only 3 pp including me..
wah i wait till very very pek chek.
lucky got some blurking smsing me. if not I will be super sian.
& finally my turn!
Took only 5 mins to trim .. $2 bucks ! LOL
cos only few strands niah :X

ting said she reaching yishun le. I hurry go home lo. then changed my attire.
Met her at MRT station.
waited for 857 bus.. LOL
WE're heading to simlim square.
In the bus i was busy with.... CAM-WHORING & smsing :D
haha first time dint slept in bus :X
*I know I pig :X *
spent 20% of the time taking photos.. 80% smsing mr. blurking.
So... LOL dint slept! haha
for one moment I thought I was lost cos dint find the surroundings familiar.
GOD helped us. LOL I spotted simlim square. CLEVER BAH! HAHA
*tyty*
then headed inside.
OMG inside all like 90% is boys & uncles.
me & ting immediately said "Shit" LOL

the uncles inside is like..
HELLO XIAO MEI MEI.. WHY YOU COME HERE?
HELLO HELLO HELLO HELLO

I wont go there anymore unless got a guy to acc me.
2 girls there=DANGEROUS
then hurry bought our stuffs & ciao.

when walking back to bugis... this facial thingy came & pull us in .
WAH the facial like super expensive. heart pain.
But heng never buy the facial package or what. haha if not I no money to shop le.
:X
Then went bugis. hmm nth much laa.
now renovation & my pocket one big hole..
so dint really buy anything lor.
then decided to head northpoint & eat
COS I'm SUPER HUNGRY. o.o
SOME pp ask we all to go.... RP & eat.
LOL TIRED leh..
haha then dont care! go northpoint makan..
I also dint eat much laa.. cos my cramps start to come back again.
*I dint eat medicine today :X*
so ate a lil fish cake and a lil noodle .. & drank... RIBENA. :X haha

& now... I'm stuck at home.. super tired super want to faint super want to vomit. LOL
just let me rest till orientation!

CIAO

*Once there's chemistry.. things will work.


*Er you ask me to give you an answer here. Actually I'm still really hesitating bout it. Cos it'll be very embarrassing. But if I dont, you'll forever wont know how I feel de... how to start leh? ... Ok simple I dont think we could be together. Why? there's like no feelings between us. You cant force me to like you right? & you are so possessive towards me.. what if I really met a guy that I feel comfortable with leh? then because of you I forgo him. Is it worth it? No right? If I really like you I wont treat you that way le. If I have feelings for you.. you think I would ignore all your msges meh? Is not I want to avoid you. is just tht. I dont want to give you wrong gan jue. Just hope we could be friends alright? dont force me to give an answer le.
Just treat that I'm attached le alright? Sorry.

183th

Monday, Apr 6th, 2009 -- You might not have the final say about your own schedule today and this can be the source of frustration if you cannot relinquish control. Paradoxically, acknowledging your current limitations can be quite liberating. Instead of fighting to regain authority, let someone else be in charge now. Try being part of the crew, instead of having to prove yourself as captain.


hmm
today woke up at 3plus :X
I know i'm a pig. haha
then ate medicine.. so yucky so bitter. LOL
ate chocolate with it. :D
today dint do much though.
I'm so addicted to facebook :D
haha
tmr going out .
Hope I can wake up uh!



CIAO
*Things were never the same like yesterday.

182th

I find this song super meaningful :D Hope you guys enjoy it too!

一路上有你-Jackie Cheung


你知道吗爱你并不容易
还需要很多勇气
是天意吧好多话说不出去
就是怕你负担不起
你相信吗这一生遇见你
是上辈子我欠你
是天意吧让我爱上你
才又让你离我而去
也许轮回里早已注定
今生就该我还给你
一颗心在风雨里
飘来飘去都是为你
一路上有你苦一点也愿意
就算是为了分离与我相遇
一路上有你痛一点也愿意
就算这辈子注定要和你分离
你知道吗爱你并不容易
还需要很多勇气
是天意吧好多话说不出去
就是怕你负担不起
你相信吗这一生遇见你
是上辈子我欠你
是天意吧让我爱上你
才又让你离我而去
也许轮回里早已注定
今生就该我还给你
一颗心在风雨里
飘来飘去都是为你
一路上有你苦一点也愿意
就算是为了分离与我相遇
一路上有你痛一点也愿意
就算这辈子注定要和你分离
一路上有你苦一点也愿意
就算是为了分离与我相遇
一路上有你痛一点也愿意
就算这辈子注定要和你分离
一路上有你苦一点也愿意
就算是为了分离与我相遇
一路上有你痛一点也愿意
就算只能在梦里拥抱你

181th

Just returned from Giant, Tampines.
There so many people.. then my cramps like so pain.. aiyoh I see people also see till blur.
then cant tahan.
At there bought alot of groceries. I also bought alot of chocolates :D
& I bought a lil ms sunshine keychain.
so cute :D haha
Dasao going to prepare cheesecake! haha. YUMM~ Waiting for her cheesecake! :D
then was smsing ting & mr. blur king haha.
I want to hurry see him botak! HAHA
now go eat my ice-cream lo!
HAHA
CIAO




*dont doubt :D smile!

180th

I've decided! .....





to sleep now! cos I'm super tired!
Although the pain is cant tahan but.. my eyes cant open le :/ haha
Nights people! :D
Dont miss me! :D



*I love the rain. it washes my sorrows away

Post

You are a born idealist, with more pet causes than you can count.
You prefer be around others, both when working and while relaxing.
Generous and giving, you believe you can change the world one person at a time.
You're open minded and tolerant. People feel like they can tell you anything.
Your strength: Your go-with-the-flow flexibility
Your weakness: Your flair for the over dramatic
Your power color: Pine green
Your power symbol: Circle
Your power month: September


Ok ... will do a quiz before I post something :D IDEA hor!
haha.
Why I wake up so early?
LOL cos my 大姨妈 come le. :(
*pp dont know the meaning then nvm :D girls lingo!*
Worse days of every month.
Hais now stomach cramps alot.. so painful.
Will eat some panadol later if I willing too :/ haha
Want to sms one blur king but nvm laa.
LOL ltr he not enough sleep become zhen zi!
then I die :X haha
I shall.....
go blog-shopping then !
& Quiz time! :D



CIAO
*it's the start of something unexpected, unexplainable, extraordinary.

quiz

haha I now busy doing quizzes. Influenced by... Mr 16 lookalike. LOL

My love profile! HAHA. I know i very lame :X

Your positive traits:
You're intuitive enough to know what's going wrong in a relationship early on
A total sweetheart - you're often the most caring person anyone knows
You are a generous and devoted parter to whoever you fall in love with

Your negative traits:
Insecurity - you tend to need a huge amount of comforting from your partner
You tend to be overly sensitive and easily hurt, which make loving you difficult
It's difficult to predict your moods. One minute you're up - the next you're down.

Your ideal partner:
Someone equally sensitive, who wants to take time to get to know you deeply
Dreams of an everlasting love - complete with marriage and a family
Loves to take care of you. Being a good cook and masseuse doesn't hurt!

Your dating style:
Slow. You enjoy dates that last all day, with plenty of time to talk and get to know one another.

Your seduction style:
Quite tender and loving, once you are comfortable in your relationship.
Coy. You tend to play it cool to drive your lover wild.
Orally talented - you're known as the best kisser in the zodiac.

Tips for the future:
Be a little less sensitive. Not every little mistake should hurt you.
Spend time away from your partner every so often - independence is a good thing.
Find ways to take care of yourself. You'll be happier if you put yourself first.

Best color to attract mate: Aqua

Best day for a date: Wednesday

-The Five variables.

Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.

Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!

Dominance:
Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.

Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.

Independence:
Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time".
You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.
But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.


You Should Never Date a Taurus

Stubborn, materialistic, and even a little greedy - you don't fit into a the strictly crafted inner world of a Taurus.
You definitely need more excitement than a Taurus offers. After all, even expensive dinners get boring after a while!

Instead try dating: Gemini, Libra, Sagittarius, or Aries

Quiz

Ok..
Example hor there this guy/girl who broke your heart very deeply.. then now ask you for patch cos he/she feels that he/she still love you alot. Very sincere de! Everytime will buy food for you... Bring you go doctor if you are sick.
WIll you patch back?

Tag at my tagboard please!

176

LOL Suddenly rmb yesterday incident.
ytd I fell down in the toilet & I did a perfect split.
LOL
untill now then rmb o.o
the bruise on my leg now so scary haha
Mummy helped me rub using some oil. SO STINK!
Pain pain~

Now I feel like staying at home till freshman bah.
Lazy to choose clothes, lazy to walk.. haha
Main purpose no $$, keching..
:D



*love is not bout the distance. it's about that infinity that is shared between two souls.

175

*SMILES*
LOL
I woke up at 3 today :/ I know I'm a pig. haha
then in the end dint went out with dasao.. they came our house.
Entertained my niece till very tired.
LOL
Now I'm busy playing FB ;/
fun leh. haha



CIAO

*When love is eternal, even god bends it's rule

Kronks

I was wondering .. Should I change my blogskin.
I'm kinda bored yea.
but it still looks nice though..
Should I?
*ADVICE*

...

I hate it I hate it I hate it. I hate everything..
Everything is not going my way. It isn't.
I'm really tired of everything that happens now. I'm really tired..
Whats wrong with me. ain't I'm supposed to be happy?
Should I? or Not?
I really dunno .. really.
Everyday I'm like trying my best to be happy.
But not for even once I'm happy deep down inside. Probably on the surface I'm smiling . but hey look through & you'll know I'm really not that enjoying this fun.
I've like wasted half of my teenage life in delusion.
Was that even supposed to happen?
I'm always trying to be that act-smart freak that speaks crazy logic that may OR may not exist. Probably 10% were ain't real. I've been trying to get attention from girls trying to show them who's boss. All this are rubbish.
When can I really find my own true self?
When am I able to come to my senses?
I really don't know when. I really tried to be strong. but I couldn't.
Can someone make me strong again? I doubt so. Everyone sees me as a girl that never ever get beaten down. A strong-willed girl. but.. I'm really not.
I've always tried to cry.. but the tears wont fall out. it's like all kept in my eyes, some thing's blocking it. & it really hurts inside deep inside.
I tried to keep my love ones by my side. but I don't understand why they just left.
I've been trying to understand myself after so many incident that happened.
I will not rule out the possibility that pp are just inserting poison in other's mind.
But at least 70% I know it's ain't the poison that's working. it's me.
but it's like almost 1/2 a year that happened but. I still have not changed.
Probably by a bit. but still.
My possessiveness, stubbornness, arrogance.. will never cease.
I really dunno how to change them.
All these traits have caused me serious problems.. Really serious.

I'm just tired after all these. I really want to let it go.
For some crazy moments I may just daze at the window.
I mean it's not like I want to end my life. It's like.. there nothing for you to hold on.
I'm not an emo person as I could laugh my head off infront of my friends.
I don't slash my wrists if I encounter problems.
That's the best of it. I'm still able to think. o.o

I just need someone to pull me through.
Yes family is there but.. home is home, world is world. They both could never co-exist.
Family could protect you but.. when you're outside, You're on your own. It's hard to learn Independence.

Ah.. forget bout it.
I'll just live it. I'll just find ways ... I'll just find

*No comments on this post*

*The world may seemed so great. But the greatest thing on earth is you, yourself, your inner self.

Help!

Where can I buy a nice laptop case? But not above $50 bucks?
It's like so hard to find one suitable one for me.
Popular has lots of beautiful one but it's quite a lil pricey.
Does simlim square sells all that?
Can someone advice? thanks..




*I'm practically tired of everything now. I just want to rest.

:/

HAHAH For a moment I thought kenichi matsuyama, L, is Jay chou :D
But so not.. Kenichi, L is so much handsome-r :/ haha
LOL
Look a lil tit tat like him . :/ haha
Just returned from hougang & appointment.
Really tired. Super tired..









* Dont blame people when you dont know whats going on