World-weary

 

Just like the above picture, for every second my alarm rings, how I wish I can just destroy the speaker of my phone.
Sadly, I love my phone too much to destroy it and I've to succumb to it's horrendous screams every single morning for work.
Then just as always, tossing around my warm comfy bed; thinking of ways to get a freaking medical certificate. (Every single working day)
I know I know, it's just gonna be 6 months & you guys would be thinking how the rest of my life gonna be next time.
Well, you've already said. It's next time & now, all I really wanna do is just head back to school and study. Nothing more, nothing less.
Working life is terrible and enough said from me. My heavy eye-bags is enough to show you everything.

& yes something good to look forward for this week would be..
My awesome off days. Can't wait for it to happen, just couldn't.
I'm excited I'm hyperventilating I'm... ugh whatever, I just can't wait for my off-days people! ♥

Shall update soon again. Soon.
Bye! ♥

Live it up.

 

Holla!

It's been months since I've updated this space.
I apologise for that.
It's just that internship has started and I do not really have time for myself.
The lack of sleep has been eating me inside out and waking up to a lifeless creature struggling to just end the day.
My life now equals to a whole vicious cycle of mundane & monotonous lifestyle every single day.

I rant alot & I really mean ALOT on twitter about my lifestyle now.
But I promise you, now it's getting a whole lot better.

These months were terrible and I mean real terrible.
It's like I'm trap inside a huge tunnel, countless of screams and cries for help just doesn't seem to save me.
Just these 6 months, I need a huge amount of emotional support but it seems like I still couldn't seem to get it.
Every freaking emotions these past few weeks have been twirling in my tiny peasy brain and I swear it seriously kills.
With the sleepless nights and freaking problems, I'm literally drained out of my energy and strength to even focus on my priorities.
Just as when suddenly when I have our mini couple fights. I swear this kills me even more.
Imagine you're simply trying to stay afloat in the middle of the deep sea to survive and god just decides to have a tsunami.
Alright my metaphor is bad, but I suppose you guys get it.
I just needed tons of tolerance and a listening ear. That's all.
I'm really drained dry of my jovial, happy go lucky attitude and I just no longer face things like how it was supposed or meant to be.
Probably, just probably, everything would be fine after my internship. I'm crossing my fingers across my heart.

I'm just extremely emotionally and physically shagged.

Alright, I shall update soon again. I'll see how.
I'll try to make it a point for every off days I have :D
Goodnight! ♥ oh & thanks for reading. Yes you there. Thanks. I really needed it.