He tells me I'm beautiful without make up,
He comes to my house unexpectedly to surprise me,
He is the only person I feel completely safe besides my parents,
He could get anyone he wants but he chose me ♥
Yet again another month has passed with amazing moments, with tears and joy.
Happy Monthsary love.
I love you. ♥
Approaching the month of December with caution.
It has been terrible for the past few 11 months and I cross my fingers that this 12th month would be great.
Christmas season is approaching, so is Hx's & B's birthday.
Oh god, need to seriously save up money for these 3 major events!
Not only that, I really do hope this December I can travel out of Singapore. (Like seriously travel..)
I need a getaway from this tropical island.
-I'm in need of a stress reliever.
For November....
School
Class has been awesome and interesting.
My classmates are really jokers and they made class so much more enjoyable.
Once, I was in a really bad emotional state and the moment I stepped into class, I felt so much better.
Thanks class, for making life so much easier for me ♥
Social Circle
For the month of November we...
November was filled with joy and tears.
I hope December would be better.
So..let's embrace December with more laughter and love! ♥
Bye♥♥
"Love is not how we can love perfectly, but love is how we can accept the imperfect and make it perfect in our eyes"
I love you ♥
Happy Monthsary.
It has been long since I've blogged & I bet you that time passes so damn fast.
Just before you realised, 6 months passed you by.
Despite my much proscratinating about how sucky IIP was, it was still nice being able to experience IIP and also having to work at B's Mum's Moral Student Care.
Holidays went by so fast and now I'm in my second semester of my last year in Republic Polytechnic.
Holidays was truly amazing, it was fun, filled with happiness & definitely not lacking of love.
Talking about working during holidays, I really love working at the student care and it's so fulfilling teaching the students.
I've also went shopping several times with MJC and we indeed had so much fun together!
Best part was also being able to spend so much ample time with B!
A nice stay-over at Hard Rock Hotel & also the amazing day out at USS yesterday was so-so damn good! (Thanks to B's daddy!)
Overall satisfaction for my holidays: 200%! (I can't wait for the next holiday)
Today officially marks the first day of my 3rd year second semester.
It seems...boring. Not as what I've thought to be exciting and interesting.
But then again, coming back to school isn't really a bad idea.
At least I'm able to spend more time with B ♥
I can't wait for weekends, stay-over & fun. ♥
Shall update soon!
Bye! ♥♥
Just like the above picture, for every second my alarm rings, how I wish I can just destroy the speaker of my phone.
Sadly, I love my phone too much to destroy it and I've to succumb to it's horrendous screams every single morning for work.
Then just as always, tossing around my warm comfy bed; thinking of ways to get a freaking medical certificate. (Every single working day)
I know I know, it's just gonna be 6 months & you guys would be thinking how the rest of my life gonna be next time.
Well, you've already said. It's next time & now, all I really wanna do is just head back to school and study. Nothing more, nothing less.
Working life is terrible and enough said from me. My heavy eye-bags is enough to show you everything.
& yes something good to look forward for this week would be..
My awesome off days. Can't wait for it to happen, just couldn't.
I'm excited I'm hyperventilating I'm... ugh whatever, I just can't wait for my off-days people! ♥
Shall update soon again. Soon.
Bye! ♥
Holla!
It's been months since I've updated this space.
I apologise for that.
It's just that internship has started and I do not really have time for myself.
The lack of sleep has been eating me inside out and waking up to a lifeless creature struggling to just end the day.
My life now equals to a whole vicious cycle of mundane & monotonous lifestyle every single day.
I rant alot & I really mean ALOT on twitter about my lifestyle now.
But I promise you, now it's getting a whole lot better.
These months were terrible and I mean real terrible.
It's like I'm trap inside a huge tunnel, countless of screams and cries for help just doesn't seem to save me.
Just these 6 months, I need a huge amount of emotional support but it seems like I still couldn't seem to get it.
Every freaking emotions these past few weeks have been twirling in my tiny peasy brain and I swear it seriously kills.
With the sleepless nights and freaking problems, I'm literally drained out of my energy and strength to even focus on my priorities.
Just as when suddenly when I have our mini couple fights. I swear this kills me even more.
Imagine you're simply trying to stay afloat in the middle of the deep sea to survive and god just decides to have a tsunami.
Alright my metaphor is bad, but I suppose you guys get it.
I just needed tons of tolerance and a listening ear. That's all.
I'm really drained dry of my jovial, happy go lucky attitude and I just no longer face things like how it was supposed or meant to be.
Probably, just probably, everything would be fine after my internship. I'm crossing my fingers across my heart.
I'm just extremely emotionally and physically shagged.
Alright, I shall update soon again. I'll see how.
I'll try to make it a point for every off days I have :D
Goodnight! ♥ oh & thanks for reading. Yes you there. Thanks. I really needed it.
CNY is here. Hoho awesome.
1st day.
Head over to GrandMa's place @ Hougang!
Had lunch over there and we cousins lepak-ed tgt again. Hohoho.
Played MonopolyDeal, Poker & Mahjong. ♥
Darnell & I went over to Macs to try the fortune fillet. Disgusting. Never wanna have it again.
We dared Ivan to pay all 5cents to Macs for Ice-cream and video-ed it down. Hohoho. Awesome.
(Video in FB)
Drank at night and got damn high. Went over to Club NaNa & drank again.
(Whatever happens there, stays there ♥ Haha right Jie?)
1st day of New Year and we partied hard. CoolorgasmicCNY (Y)
2nd Day.
Headed over to God-GrandMa's place @ AMK.
Buffet lunch there and lao yu sheng. (Y)
After that, watched "All's Well Ends Well 2011" @ Amk Hub.
Nice show. Damn awesome! Handsome Donnie Yen. Hohohoho lovelove♥
Then headed to SteamBoat @ B's place. Niceeeeeee (Y)
3rd Day.
Headed over to Yi-Karen's place @ Yishun
'Buffet' Lunch & Dinner there too (Y)
Lepak-ed with cousiexzx and B again. ♥
Played Mahjong once again! Awesomeeee.
After which, headed over to B's daddy place to bai nian. (Y)
He gave me many gifts. Hehe Thanks uncle!
4th Day.
Headed to Bro's place @ Yishun
SteamBoat once again. ♥
Watched movie and headed back home.
CNY was fun. But school on Monday sucks big time.
It's unfair. I haven't enjoyed enough yet. Wanna party again :O
UT3 & IIP is coming so soon. God-damn sian.
Shall update soon ♥
These few days were tormenting. Feeling as sickly as ever. My flu, cough & fever have not fully recovered yet.
Doctor spammed anti-biotics and I'm still not alright yet. This sucks.
I went over to Batam for school trip last Saturday & Sunday. I swear, damn fun & exciting. hohoho
Shared room with Celest, Su Mei & Yu Bing. Big MACC in the room and we had some small girls party (Y)
Swam at night and had the accompany of awesome drinks :D
Spent all my $$ on food and bought some cute stuffs back ♥
Well, returning to school was a chore. Couldn't wake up and I swear the temptation to NOT go to school was there.
BUT I'm proud that, I did managed to perservere. hohohohohoho (Good Job Arlene!)
This weekends I'm going to shop for some CNY clothings. Really hope could find some good buys :(
Pray hard that all items I want are still there and my size is available. (Bohpi)
Shall update soon. ♥
These few days hasn't been great. Issues just keeps coming up.
Issues doesn't just end. Keeps on going on & on. Serious emotionally tormenting problems.
I'm gasping for air each time I breathe. It's like diving in the ocean without any oxygen tank.
This feeling is terrorising.
It feels like I could die anytime, but I know, I'm not going to.
I cannot just ignore & move on. I cannot just live life as it is. It's too complicated.
Condemnation. Please don't. It hurts.
;And even shared the tears
These four days were hectic.. Real hectic.
After B's birthday, stayed over at his place ♥
After the celebration, had supper with MJC, Ye, Alvinn, Pei Pei, Hx, Ys & YL at Ala-meen
& I had my awesome cheese pratas. (Slurps)
Superb guilty pleasure. Heehee
Slept over and I spent B birthday at Amichi Authentic Italian Restaurant and I bet we've had our time of our life there.
Wine, superb food, black truffles, delicious seafood & salads. A birthday gift worth remembering right B? ♥
Hope you loved the dinner, celebration and gift I've prepare ♥
After dinner, B went on to NaNa with the guys & I headed on to meet Lian & Co.
1. Headed to JP to find Lian & Kang Yang, walked around & meanwhile, waited for Fu Guan, Jeremy & Eugene to arrive.
2. Headed to town together to fetch another person.
3. Headed to Chinatown for supper & yet din't really had the mood to eat. Drank instead.
4. Fu Guan, Lian, Kang Yang & Jeremy sent me home.
Amazing Saturday? I know :D
Sunday, I went over to God-Grandma's place to visit her.
Chatted awhile & went for some lil shopping at AMK hub after that.
Bought my make-up stuffs @ O2 Skin and spotted some dresses for CNY. BUT STILL..
It was too late & the shop have to close :( Couldn't buy it. So yeah. Shall wait till next week to go down again.
I din't went for school on Monday though. I went to Raffles Medical Centre for my checkup.
After which, I head on to Raffles Hospital for my X-Ray. (Y)
Dinner with B & headed back home for some revision.
Yesterday was terror day. Had two UTs.
One of it was F&B & another was Macro. Tough UTs. But managed to pull through (Y)
Bohpi at least a pass &... I'm officially free from UT2. Left with UT3 to worry about. :/
Anyway, school semester gonna end so soon in just less than 3 weeks. After that, my internship would start soon.
Gosh. Everything seem so fast. I don't even have time for a breather. I need to rest man.
This weekend, I'm heading to Batam for some excursion. God bless me that everything would go fine. ♥
Shall update this site real soon. Ciaoxz ♥
Hope you love the mini surprise the guys & I have given you.
Hope you love the small gift I've gotten for you :)
Once again, it's the 15th of Jan. But.. it's special this year though.
You're in the first step of adulthood this year!
Please be more matured can! Don't always play WOW can?! Hehehe
Apart from that, I'm really happy we're still staying strong together & still happily celebrating our birthdays together!
Thank you for all the wonderful memories you've shared & given me.
You've always been there for me & you've guided me through.
Thank you bb.
I love you so much!
Happy Birthday boy ♥ Happy Birthday.
Ps. Shall we celebrate our 80th Birthday together? :)
Life's pretty crazy as it seems. Pretty messed up too.
Busy these few days with school and stuffs. Really having a packed routine.
On Monday this week, I've signed my contract with Ritz Carlton for my intern. :)
Well, pretty worried & afraid though. :/
I'll never know if there's gonna be scheming colleagues or demanding managers there.
Gotta cope with it though, I don't have a choice either.
Well, Tuesday was alright..
After school, I went to RTL to practice for service UT tomorrow.
It was bad. I've lost touch with the service side for so long :(
Broke glasses when I've attempted to carry a tray of drinks while trying to take my service gear up.
It was real bad. Feeling sooo demoralised after breaking the glass. So gonna screw up my UT. :(
Met B after the practice and felt better instantly :)
& Headed to his place for dinner. ♥
Tomorrow's my service UT & I'm crossing my fingers real tight.
I'm really hoping for at least a B. Needa study & practice real hard for this :(
Headed to RTL just now to practice once again.
But, I'm still unsure of so many things! Damn.
I'm seriously freaking out right here.
I'm hoping for the best, hoping for some leniency tomorrow from the examiners.
Comeon, wish me the best of luck. ♥
Since the start of school, everything hasn't been really going well.
B contracted HFMD & I've been heading to school alone.
Source of motivation is gone & school work have been tolling on me.
Sleeping hours were restricted and I'm seriously not having enough rest I'm suppose to have.
Besides that, juggling between B, school & home is really tough. :/
Feeling very restless these few days. :(
I need some rest.. I need a very long rest.
Hey baby. It's another monthsary again.
Surprisingly enough, I never get enough of you & you still give me butterflies.
I still smile like a child whenever I'm with you & this sums up how much dearly I'm loving you.
We had a rough ride in 2010 but we've made it through.
We're now in 2011 and let's start this new beginning together with joy, smiles & love.
I love you so much B.
Happy Monthsary ♥
Treasuring & Cherishing you always,
Your Girlfriend ♥♥
Happy New Year readers!
2010 has been a tough one.
Perhaps not for you but, it was for me.
Countless of disappointments, mistakes, regrets, tears, sadness etc.
Too much for me to bear.
Despite that, I had happy moments too.
Had countless of laughters, happiness, smiles, hopes, dreams etc.
Hence, 2010 was a rather dramatic year for me.
Made promises and I've yet to fulfill.
I've lost couple of friendships & gained new ones.
Relationship was a really tough ride in 2010.
Too many emotions involved.
Friendship Issues, Relationship Issues, Family issues...
2010 really had my heart shattered and placed back every single time.
Oh well, whatever happens in 2010 shall remain & I'll move on with all smiles to 2011.
Bringing my dreams & hopes along with me, I'm hoping for a better year ahead.
So.......My new year resolution would be, Happiness for myself & everyone I love & I care for. ♥
What bout you guys, what are your New Year resolutions?
