Sweet Child O' Mine.

Day 3 without Janey
Today was prom but I went for work :(
Well. Sad.
But well, at least I've gotten $$.
Met MJC and sat the bus straight to Vivo.
Headed over to Palawan Beach for the Beach Party even (Y)
Well. Although the music was nice.
But it's very boring. [Cos I can't join :( ]
Ended up me & MJC was playing with sand.
Well, she's being a bully by destroying my artwork.
and.. yesterday. I saw something disappointing :(
I saw baby with another girl at sentosa. :(
I thought he was working :( but.. Hais.
They both looked the same too :(
I still took a photo of them :(
MJC is being a great person by comforting me (Y)
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SEE! How sad could that be! :( HAHA!
THEY STILL LOOK THE SAME!
AND SHE'S WEARING MY FAVOURITE COLOUR!
I SO SAD. hahahaha!

Special Feeling

..for love you would understand; whatever.

Oh my, I think Janey would love me so much. LOL!

Day 1 without Janey
It was touching to receive Janey's sms that morning (:
Hope she's fine there (:
Anyway it was entrepreneurship.
I was late to class as usual.
Class was fun.
So was networking session.
E37F is so much closer that before (Y)
After school, headed over to Panjang with MJC & B.
B & I went over to ahma's place to stone.
After which, headed to timah to meet :
WeiQian, YL, PeiPei, Alvinn & Siah! (Y)
Ate dinner and headed to play pool :)
Jiao Jian & Jason tagged along not long after.
It was utmost fun-ness :)
Hope to have more outings together :)

Day 2 without Janey
Went over to find cousins to play pool :)
As usual, they were bullying me. Haha!
Then, was reminded of work work work again.
Tmr going to be a long tiring day :(
After which I headed over to Bugis with MJC to buy our bermudas. (Y)
Did our nails again :) This time round is pink (Y)
We walked till our legs cramped and I finally did something that I have wished for 3 years ago :)
Today I'm so so happy. (Y)
Utmost fun-ness again :) Wooo!
Fun-ness day again :)
But currently I'm having sore throat and coughs.
Bad headaches and tummy aches.
Damned! :(

Baby was sleeping the whole day again.
I guess he is super tired as he has been working at Siah's place  :(
I miss you, Isaac Lim.

 

 

Realised love was there all the time

Tuesday

Woohoo. It was marketing.
At first I was teamed with a very rude person.
I fucking don't like.
But soon she get better.
Jiesheng liked her too.
Well, he changed target from coins to china girls.
So well.
After school walked homey with Lian (L)
Waited for MJC & headed over to panjang (Y)
Slacked with B, taught him rubics and he knows how to play alr (Y)

Wednesday

Today went for Mcdonalds breakfast.
Saw SzeHui & her friend \m/
After breakfast, headed over to panjang. (L)
Slacked awhile,
Met Siah & Ye.
Ate dinner & headed homey (Y)
Tmr is gonna be formal wear (:
Omg. Eggcited.



*What do you think it is... It's just chocolate! haha!
*Credits to Faisal*

So not sorry

...You seemed so apologetic but it never seemed to prove anything.

Today is Maths (Y)
Class was duper fun.
Lunch was even crazier.
I laughed till i teared thanks to boss.
After school, Darren sat the MRT with me. (Y)
Fun day.
Fun night too.
After going for the director's talk with Joey,
I headed over to Yishun to meet Kenneth & Clique.
Slacked, played guitar & ate dinner.
James came over around 9 plus and Ivan shared his story.
What a hard nut to crack.
What's love when you dk how to love? (Y)
It's so hard loving someone who doesn't love you.
Heart-breaking.
Kenneth did a great thing by teaching Ivan so much things.
Poetry! (Y) Damn sweet.
He even folded a rose for me! Wooo!
Well, that wooden piece of monfort block still don't get it.
So spending like 2-3hours of 'talk' is seriously crappy.
Haha (No offence)

Friday is MAYA event @ Boat Quay.
I so wanna go badly.I'm so gonna persuade my love to let me go. (Y)

Today is love's TP.
Didn't go too smoothly, but at least he tried.
There's always another time (:
Tonight he is drinking with the guys.
I think I wouldn't be receiving his smses as often now.

Second Option

..I'm too used to being thrown aside. You just never know it.

Woo. Today went to hougang (Y)
Played with sunshine awhile & headed over to AMK.
Bought my office pants and ate dinner.
Went over to Sembawang to buy my slippers and headed perfectly back homey.
Hope tmr would be a fine day!

Meeting Kenny, Darnell, Shaun & Emily for dinner!
Woo!
Great day tmr!

Tmr is Baby's TP.
Wishing him good luck. All the best. (L)
I love you.

Questionable.

Friday
Went to school as usual.
School was fun (Y)
I was told that owner and dog lookalike.

Arlene : (Shows picture of dog & me) So do we lookalike?
Others : Yahhhhh
Arlene : Serious? BENSON! do we lookalike?
Benson : Which one of it is you?
Arlene : SHIT.
Others : (Laughs)

HO MAN. haha
Nice job benson.
After school worked with MJC & Zikir (Y)
Me & Aunty MJC was super super tired.
Headed over to panjang with her to eat supper (:
Met B, Ye & Siah (Y)
Ate laksa & headed back home.
Damn shit.
I put my mask.. thinking I would wake up.

BUT.
I slept through.
:(
RJ not done with contact lenses not removed.
Resulting in.. swollen eys and RJ not done?
-.-
Damn.. Luckily B woke me up.
Or else I'll sleep till 4+

Saturday
Woke up, rush RJ, watch discovery channel (Introduced by Jai)
Msned MJC (Y)
Bathe, Changed, Headed to Panjang.
Meanwhile, I saw Asyraf (:
[Not forgetting the times we had in school]
But still, I forgot to take his number.
Nvm.
Headed to meet bf.
Went over to plaza to eat & bought his painting stuffs.
Headed back to paint his bike's handle.
Siah came over & we headed over to 163 for supper. (Y)
& I taught B how to play Rubiks Cube.
I was reminded of last time! haha. Lovely memories. (Y)
B was playing it the whole night. -.-
& B is doing a great job quitting smoking. (L)
Hope he really succed this time! 
I love you eh boyfriend! (:

Facts

Guy Facts

When a guy is quiet,
Hes listening to you
When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes hes wrong
When a guy looks at you with eyes full of questions,
he expects you to leave him soon
When a guy says Im Fine after a few minutes,
he means it
when a guy stares at you,
he thinks your the most beautiful thing in the world
when your laying your head on a guys chest
he has the world
when a guy calls you everyday
he is in love
when a (good) guy say he loves you
he means it
when a guy says he cant live without you
hes with you til your done
when a guy says i miss you
he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else

GIRL FACTS

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around.
When a GIRL answers “I’m fine” after a
few seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says “I love you”,
She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can’t live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her future.
When a GIRL says “I miss you”,
No one in this world can miss you more
than that.

Neglected

Today is entrepreneurship.
Jacob din't come. (N)
Lesson was fine till headaches came banging in.
Left with B to polyclinic.
Janey chao school too. Heh! (Y)
Anyways.
After Polyclinic, headed to B's place, slacked awhile & headed back home.
Visited Dr. Lee first.
Spent $18 for nothing. :/

Well, today is not a bad day. (Y)
Tmr I'm working with LaiJun & MJC Aunty. Wooohoo!
Hope it'll be a great day! (:

Oh & baby's top up is gone!
Idk how to contact him. Damn! Hope he would try to at least contact me.
[Up till now.not yet]

Not my way

...so not understanding. [Whatever]

Today is cognitive.
Woohoo. Fun!
Watched Paranormal Activity with classmates.
Ruzaini damn funny. Keep holding Syirah & My chair.
LOL!
Well, at least we all enjoyed. (Y)
After school met up with B, Janey & Lian.
Sat cab to panjang.
Slacked at B's place awhile and headed back home.
(He went cycling)

Oh wells, Not a very smooth sailing day again.

Couldn't Be.

...for everything,.for anything. it's just not supposed to be this way.

 

Today is a bad day. A very bad day.
What is support? How to give support.
Today I'm not in the mood.
I'm so not. 
It's so hard.
Idk.

 

*You'll never know how much I've loved you. never.

Oh man!

Today is F.A aka Fuck Accounting UT.
Damn damn damn damn it.
Thanks to Abi for helping me (Y)
Anyways, today is uncle chan's lesson.
Damn him.
But maths is easy peasy today.
Oh but he's kinda good today.
Know why?
I was late to class but he marked me as present! Not late! (Y)
So yeh.
After school went to eat with ShiMin & Janey (Y)
Slacked around and went homey (:

Today is baby's last prac!
Woo!
TP next week.
Hope he can pass! (:
Then he can drive me to school! (Y)

& I'm loving my nails even more now. (:

Lips like sugar

Bought Nicorette for B (:
Went over for Siah's house warming.
Food is fucking much.
Ate till like crazy.
Dranked with the guys.
Then we girls played alone at Siah's room.
LOL
MJC drank till she laid on the bed.
WeiQian had to stop drinking because her face is super red!
So we headed back home early and prepared for school the next day.
Damn! Why is there school!
& Baby is being great by sponsoring my taxi fare (L)

Tonight I wanna drink with SAFIAH! Gosh.
ZIRCA! omg.
If only baby allows. (:

Breaking Apart

Omg. it's been 4days since I've blog.
Past few days was totally terrorising.
Arguments, UT.
Well.
Overall capacity of my brain cells are left with 1% to work with.
Don't frustrate or make me think further.
PS, I might die.
Oh wells.
Lets just talk bout yesterday.
Worked at Grange condo & Capital Tower.
Was supposed to meet Aunty MJC but couldn't make it.
She started work first though.
Met her afterwards.
& we were quite pissed with the guys :/
Well, we did mani & pedi & afterall, we did not get angry.
Headed to panjang with Aunty MJC & ate dinner tgt!
Wooo!
Saw Aunty Pei & Alvinn while on the way back to B's place.
Slacked awhile & headed back homey.

Today is Siah's house warming (:
Hope it'll be a fun-filled day night! \m/
Bye!
Oh, wish me luck for FA. FUCK ACCOUNTS. -.-

Supposed to be happy. Supposed.

Today is cognitive.
Woo!
Cramps were bad as I was naughty :(
I drank cold water again.
But got scolded by my girls[Lian, Janey & Shi Min] and hence drank hot stuffs.
Lesson was a fun (Y)
Explaining was tough as Faci got tired of the "REALLY" explanation.
haha!
Oh wells, after school headed for some talk with shi min & zhi jun.
It was boring for a start.
But well, they gave us sampling of MANGO cookies, cake & pound cake.
WOOO!
Heavenly. ^^V
Then waited till B's UT ended & met him.
...
...

Well. I just miss my bf so much.
We need more time together.
Seriously.

Ho yeah.
B is finally quitting smoking.
I hope this time it works.
I'm going to invest in sweets that curbs smoking for him.
Well one reason that he is quitting smoking, it's definitely not for me.
It's for his bike.
Well, I'll support him still (:

Bullshit

I was discussing with Alvan and was thinking what B mentioned bout 2012 prophecy..
I am upset. Upset by this 2012 prophecy of doom and world's end :(
Is it really true. If it is, I have so much to fulfil.
Nevertheless, if sciences were so advanced, how could they believe in such things!
Making us all so worried like heck.
This doomsday prophecy is rubbish, hogwash. It is a vile, poisonous, stinking shit that threatens the sanctity of Science by putting in all the words of the scholars out of context.
Heck, they cannot even agree on the interpretation of the Mayan texts.
How can they be so sure that doomsday is coming! RAH :(
Damn.
Yet many believe it!
They should make a will stating that on that day, all their assets and money will belong to me. and I will pray for their safe passage into the afterlife. If they don't die, thats even better, it shows that the POWER of MY prayer/rituals has SAVED everyone.( their money still belong to me by the way as payment for my miraculous powers).
it sounds impressive when they say that the "..mayan calendar can predict solar eclipses up till our age and time, thousands of years even after the mayans died out.." Its just simple mathematics.
Lots of maths and physics undergrads that can do this easily, some without a computer some more.
I am not saying that science is everything and that only science is the final of the truth. I understand that there are things that so far has not be understood by Science.
BUT BUT. I think. No way the earth’s going to end. No way.
I’m selfish. I’m still 17 and I still want to have a great life ahead.
Curse this bullshit!

 

Fucketish

(via noseriously-thatisall)



Today is marketing.
Damn!
Presentation w/o slides.
Wooo.
Well, overall class did well (:
Lunchy Janey ate with B & I! (Y)
Wooo!
After school meet B , MJC & Ye. (:
Ate dinner and met Lian at Panjang.
Chatted awhile and headed back homey.
I just trimmed my hair too!
Omfg looks so short.
Hmm.

PS. My cramps are killing.

Something you missed out.

" Dear Boy, Don’t stay away when I am sad or mad. That’s the time you’re actually supposed to come closer and make me feel that you love me. Don’t hang around in the sidelines waiting for my mood to get better. It won’t. Because, really, all I need is to feel that you’re there and it would make a huge difference. Love,Me"

via www.every16.tumblr.com

Never the same as before

...Things are changing.

Woah woah. Today class is like fish market.
Uncle chan kinda telling us to stop it.
I just showed him the middle finger.
Who cares!
Ruzaini kept laughing like what!
Safiah getting high on chalet.
Whole class is crazily shouting out their numbers to each other.
Wooohoo! I'm loving it.
Today we did not even have ppt!
And this totally liften our spirits (:
Class went out for pizza.
Arlene went out with her boyfriend to eat. (L)
Sadly, there were no seats :(
Had to eat in school :(
Met ShiMin & ZhiJun at South FoodCourt too (:

Afterwhich was UT :(
Bloody boring.

After UT, Boyfriend went for his driving lesson.
Me? I went home of course! (Y)
Arlene is good girl now! (Y)

Quote

"They may forget what you said, but they will never forget how you made them feel. "

Always there

Today. Boring day again.
Didn't met B.
Well day is boring not because  I'm not with him. Haha!
It's cause there's UT tmr. :(
Damn!
& I ron't think I would be heading over to panjang that often though. :/
So har nor!
Arlene will be back home early early! (Y)

Tmr is school & I'm hating it.
No school please! OBAMA! OBAMA! OBAMA!
Heh! I'm just too bored.

I'd rather

..I rather have bad/hard times with you than good times with someone else.



When you only have $10.
Go 7-eleven buy few bottles of Rum,Vodka,Beer
Go to your Girlfriend's house and waste yourself.
(Y)
Woooo!
Drinking took my worries away.
But hangovers took them back.
DAMN!

Aunty Pei, one day, someday, we're so going to drink tgt (:

So complicated

It was so hard getting to sleep last night.
I din't manage to sleep.
Spent my time watching movies online.
Trying to brighten up my spirits man. :/
I think I'm going out tonight.
I think I'm drinking tonight
I think I'm partaying tonight.
I ron't know.
It has impacted me so much :(
Damned!

Bad Day

Today..
Is not a very good day.
Except the fact that I met B.
But it's kinda upsetting during mid-day :/
Details are just between us.

Went 163 to eat dinner (:
Curry fish head, sweet sour pork & 38kang kong. (Y)
Eat till full full!
Then headed over to B's ahma place (Y)
Talked talked with his dad & ahma then watched SpideyMan 3 (Y)
Time passed so fast :(
Afterwhich, headed homey (:

Today is a bad day to start but ended happier. Damn!
Why not whole day happy? :/
So distorted, so upsetting :(
Just felt so bad idk why.

 

*I felt so helpless when I couldn't do anything but only cry with you and hug you when you're sad.

Spastic

Today was entrepreneurship :/
BORING.
total revision of marketing. (Y)
Class was hyper today (Y)
Me like!
Today was marketing UT too :(
Damned! So tough! :(
If get a C i also happy! haha!

After school, met MJC! (Y)
Waited for B to end his anti smoking talk.
While waiting, I tried TRCC's chocolate lava cakey. (Y)
MJC had her fish and rice with wedges meal too! (Y)
Woo!
Oh & I owe lesyden $5 for not coming to class :( haha!
Anyways.
B came over and we headed to meet  Ye at bpp.
Again. A small argument with B. Damned! Hating it every time.
Then headed to slack and yupp I'm homey \m/


*I pulled you back because you mattered so much to me.

Happy 5th Month Baby (:

In love in every possible way. (L)
Happy Monthsary Baby (:

041109

Today is cognitive \m/
Tmr is marketing UT -.-
Damn!
Went to meet B with MJC (:
Today is our happy happy day!
We went to eat at Sakae Sushi (Y)
Eat till ah... Bloated! ahha!
Then har nor headed back to panjang.
Hmm.
& i headed back home by 11.40 (Y)
Overall (Y) No argments (Y) No sadness (Y) Only Happiness (Y)

Search

When I searched for my financial accounting faci aka Zombie Chopsticks..
the search result came out with,

via ifwordscankill (tumblr)

“ The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know when sad tries to bite its lip and not cry and smile and say, “No, I’m happy for you”? That’s when it’s really sad."

Time

Woo! Today is cognitive UT.
Not bad.
Me like (Y)
Yesterday's a bad day. Today's a bad day.
I never want to have another bad day again :/
Tmr is the day! Woo!
I'm eggcited.
I've gotten something for my boyfee (:
I hope he likes it (Y)

Met Alvan & WenWei at Northpoint.
Somethings happened.
Details are between us.

On the verge.

Today class was ok.
Boomz!
Class became slightly higher after my group joined with Nat!
Wooo!
Ruzaini became mine & nat sis (:
We are the chan family!
Wooo!
Unexpected happenings happened.
Don't wish to elaborate.
I'm just so surprised that I never cried.
Wooo!
Went over to B's ahma's homey (:
Bought food for his dad & ate dinner there.
Headed to meet B's friend, Zul
Then went homey alr (:

Tmr is like cognitive UT & Idk what to study! (Y)
Hope tmr would be easy peasy \m/

Despair

You told me it's none of my business again.
You asked me to leave again.

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Unstoppable

Second day at clarke quay!
Woah so many 'ghosts'
haha took photo with them! \m/
We finished distributing so so so fast!
So we headed to eat bak chor mee! \m/
The guys went drinking there & thus meeting us there again! (:
Headed back & slept like a pig!

& I had a very bad dream :(
I never want to dream it again :(