How long more must I wait.

Feeling meh.
He's going to be at Jln Bahar Camp, stay-in.
Just wished its different... perhaps Nee Soon or what..
Sigh, shall take what ever that comes then.

Our Secret Rendevous

I can't wait to get away from here.
Batam here I come! Kekeke!

Lowest point of our lives.

A promise to you and to me.

It'll just be us against the world and not you alone.

I love you too much to lose you and I'm ready to give up just anything and everything to assure you.

Baby, just remember that you're everything to me and you mean the world to me.

While you're inside camp, I'll try my very best to be strong for you.

I can't change what I am but I can learn and adapt.

 

 

The past few days for the past week gave me alot of fear and anxiety.

This fear and anxiety made me really lost and lonely.

I've seen too many drama and I couldn't accept these changes.

I've lost friends in the midst of this battle and I cannot lose anymore.

Who is there for me when you're not around.

There's too many things for me NOT to ignore and I don't know how.

I need to learn. I need to stop letting people affect me. I need to learn to be selfish.

I need to. I have to.

But I hate to.

1st Book In.

See you next friday hubby. 
I love you,
& I miss you.

4 days.

Friday was Cindy's 21st!
Went there with my FOC mates and damn I missed out so much in our group!
May Yi's with JJ now and Hui Shi's with Tedson now. Oh god lol.
I'm sorry I mia-ed for quite long dearests. Trust me, I still love you all alot. ♥

Cindy's birthday was at Pasir Ris and while travelling there, I really missed B.
Really wished he was there with me.
Now, I had to learn to be independent and it's tough.
However, it's getting better each day knowing B is happy in there.
Hearing his voice at the end of the dreadful day is amazing and it's the only thing I'm looking forward to each day.

Gambateh love. I'll be looking forward to your call tomorrow.
Hugs and Kisses (xoxo)
I love you so much honey.

P.S.
13 more days.

He's going to protect our nation,

Day 1, Enlistment.

The moment I gave you one last kiss and the moment I waved goodbye to you,
I almost cried the shit out of myself but I told myself not to and I'm proud to have controlled my tears really well! Hehe!

Now as I'm alone at home, I'm used to having you by side squabbling with me.
I'm used to watching television with you. Most importantly, I'm not used to being alone.
I'm so used to you. I desperately wished you were here right now.
Although I know 3 weeks gonna be really short and fast but , it is the longest duration we are going to be apart from each other as a couple.
It's a tough thing to get over with and smile like it's any normal day.
No words could express the emptiness I'm feeling right now in me.
Nevertheless, you want me to be strong and I shall.
Despite the tears that flowed tonight, I'll try my best to stand, stay and be strong.
I love you honey.

P.S.
16 more days love.

I've finally gotten it.

Yes. It's mine. Finally.
Despite having problems with the maps and slight glitches.
I'm still madly in love with my new found partner.
Pretty Iphone 5, I'm so going to slowly enjoy you ♥